May 10th, 1998
"Feeling
that I never really belonged here, I've spent hours berating and teasing friends
and collegues about their changes in goals and attitudes that the allure of
money and Wall St. can bring about. Let it not be said though that I have
not enjoyed my stint here for I have vigourously pursued the cliche life of
a young Wall St. trader, and I too am also guilty of loosing track of what
goals and resaons I had for being here...My actions as Defender of the Faith
/ Tormentor of the unfaithful, however, do not really leave me a choice but
to leave now, for staying any longer would prove me not just a hypocrite to
those I torment but more importantly it would make me a liar, a liar myself..."
